"use-less"

tired from being use-less

tired from being use-less

tired from being use-less

and

"they" are all the same.

"the MEMORY"

missing ur smile

missing ur laugh

missing ur joke

missing ur hold

and

i miss u

♥

"Need You Now (:"

"Smile"

Nikon D3100 :)

"Lets' SOCIAL"

LOGOS ETHOS PHATOS

today SOCIAL STUDIES (:

"hyperTENSION. is it ?"

everything seems not to be right and flow to me for this whole week.

Smiley :)

missing my past , hoping my future
leaving my past , leading my future

be good :)
shopping :)
balek kampung :)
collect ang-pow :)
do assignments :)
and of course overtime sleeping :)

hope it will last longer ; my celcom :)

missing the "pelita" @ blok H :)

happy breaking fast peeps !
and it's syawal eve :)

"Natural Selection"

today is just the totally beginning of Ramadhan. it is a new experience for me to have Ramadhan without my family. but friends here, replace them now. i hope this year, i will fullfill my Ramadhan with a lot of good things, besides talking nonsence or bad words and any other bad things that i usually do. haha! and of course to do 'terawih' on every night for this year and not like the previous year. hope this Ramadhan will make myself to be closed to the almighty.

the first day,
looking outside the windows,
having some fresh morning air,
enjoying the morning clouds,
listening to the chirping birds,
and my deepheart whispering..
i hope for a better TOMORROW

happy FASTING peeps :)

"Tika Masanya Tiba"

kita diberi pilihan dalam kehidupan

sudah menjadi lumrah alam seharian
memilih mengejar menggapai
mampukah kita utk semua itu?

kita dihimpit rasa bersalah
dibebani dosa dosa silam yang tidak pernah dijernihkan
jauh sudah tersasar
jauh sudah dibelakang
menghampiri kegelapan..

manusia?
manusiakah kita pada akhir zaman ini?
atau layak dipanggil binatang sahaja?
kemewahan kenikmatan kenafsuan
itu sahaja yang berlari di kotak otak
menzalimi menindas menakhluk
kemana perginya sifat manusia
wahai manusia?

"Sajak Bunga Kental - Rahmat Harun"

asing di tengah dunia kata-kata dan lara. kesakitan cukup panjang. berperang ngerang dan radang. aku memadat asap ganja ke dada. ke dada yang hitam, candu, tar dan nikotin bersarang. melekat di dinding-dinding daging paru-paru dan jantung terkurung dalam gelap darah. pahit, perit sakit mengalir bersama cairan tajam asid mematuk-matuk bocor belit salur ususku yang terjelir kotor. senak menjerut perut. maung hanyir menjeruk bau busuk.

aku senyum dalam duka yang ku peram sendiri. mengasam bertahun lamanya. bara api rokok marak merah. nyalanya membakar pedih. bunyi dengus gersik membisik dan menjerit, batang-batang tembakau cengkih keratan hangus. habuk arang dan abu.

segera ku padamkan pada liang-liang peluh. pada bulu-bulu roma. pada parut luka sama. suara titis air mata jatuh pada besi panas. kulitku melepuh. melecur. gigilku hilang. kini, hanya kuap asap di udara. berkelabu gurihnya, syahdu. sekali lagidunia kata-kata dan lara menenggelamiku. haus, ini kali akan ku hirup racun.